August 7, 2004

the idea doesn’t have to be big. it just has to change the world.

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More thoughts on “How To Be Crea­tive”:

2. The idea doesn’t have to be big. It just has to change the world.

The two are not the same thing.

We all spend a lot of time being impres­sed by folk we’ve never met. Some­body fea­tu­red in the media who’s got a big com­pany, a big pro­duct, a big movie, a big bes­tse­ller. Wha­te­ver.
And we spend even more time trying unsuc­cess­fully to keep up with them. Trying to start up our own com­pa­nies, our own pro­ducts, our own film pro­jects, books and what­not.
I’m as guilty as anyone. I tried lots of dif­fe­rent things over the years, trying des­pe­ra­tely to pry my career out of the jaws of medioc­rity. Some to do with busi­ness, some to do with art etc.
One eve­ning, after one false start too many, I just gave up. Sit­ting at a bar, fee­ling a bit bur­ned out by work and life in gene­ral, I just star­ted dra­wing on the back of busi­ness cards for no rea­son. I didn’t really need a rea­son. I just did it because it was there, because it amu­sed me in a kind of ran­dom, arbi­trary way.
Of course it was stu­pid. Of course it was uncom­mer­cial. Of course it wasn’t going to go anywhere. Of course it was a com­plete and utter waste of time. But in retros­pect, it was this built-in futi­lity that gave it its edge. Because it was the exact oppo­site of all the “Big Plans” my peers and I were used to making. It was so libe­ra­ting not to have to be thin­king about all that, for a change.
It was so libe­ra­ting to be doing something that didn’t have to impress any­body, for a change.
It was so libe­ra­ting to have something that belon­ged just to me and no one else, for a change.
It was so libe­ra­ting to feel com­plete sove­reignty, for a change. To feel com­plete free­dom, for a change.
And of course, it was then, and only then, that the outside world star­ted paying atten­tion.
The sove­reignty you have over your work will ins­pire far more peo­ple than the actual con­tent ever will. How your own sove­reignty ins­pi­res other peo­ple to find their own sove­reignty, their own sense of free­dom and pos­si­bi­lity, will change the world far more than the the work’s objec­tive merits ever will.
Your idea doesn’t have to be big. It just has to be yours alone. The more the idea is yours alone, the more free­dom you have to do something really ama­zing.
The more ama­zing, the more peo­ple will click with your idea. The more peo­ple click with your idea, the more it will change the world.
That’s what dood­ling on busi­ness cards taught me.

6 Responses to “the idea doesn’t have to be big. it just has to change the world.”

  1. Fabu­lous expla­na­tion.
    I agree with the sove­reignty appeal. The art I pro­duce is second in impor­tance to the fact that I (yes, I) pro­du­ced it — it’s that actua­li­za­tion of per­for­ming something only you can do that pro­vi­des an adre­na­line rush like nothing else.

  2. billyb says:

    Ins­pi­ring com­men­tary Hugh!
    One other note about puberty:
    I noti­ced peo­ple stop­ped smi­ling at me when I began sprou­ting hair under my arms. Just as quickly as my voice (think Al-falfa from the tele­vi­sion) shot to the moon, peo­ple stop­ped making eye con­tact with me. It weir­ded me out and brought me to become gene­rally more cau­tious with stran­gers. I thought, “Yes­ter­day, they smi­led at me. Why are they igno­ring me now? And why do they look so darn serious?”
    Peo­ple love pup­pies, but are sca­red of big dogs.
    Weird.

  3. the bellman says:

    Peo­ple love pup­pies, but are sca­red of big dogs.
    Weird.
    well at worst pup­pies might bite off a fin­ger, and even then you still have another 9 spare. Big dogs can bite off an arm of which you only have one spare. Really it all just comes done to supply and demand.
    or… you can shun both pup­pies and big dogs for the charms of cats, because although they are more adept at mai­ming than k9s, when they maim you you have a cer­tain hum­bling sense of joy that such a supe­rior being honou­red you by inte­rac­ting with you at all.
    hey look… there goes the point

  4. Damn you for spea­king the truth so well.
    [Insert belly-laugh.]

  5. but alas, how to make money from it? Sove­reign rule of a king­dom with no assets (er, cash) means star­va­tion, or worse.